Sunday, April 08, 2012

Thoughts..

"The best feeling in the world a woman can feel is that she realizes that she is pregnant."

Since 2009, we keep expecting for a baby pero laging hindi nagtutuloy. We kept looking for a good doctor who can answer all questions why our baby cannot sustain his life for that 2 months. Masyado nang nakakalungkot if maulit pa ulit ang pagkakawala.

Last Ramadan 2011, I also had my 4th miscarriage which my family didn't know. Janriy & I solved the problem alone at yun siguro ang pinakamabigat na pinagdaanan namin bilang mag-asawa. Kami lang dalawa. Walang tulong from the family emotionally. Dagdag mo pa financially dahil hindi sakop ng insurance card namin before ang mga scanning and pregnancy check ups. The good thing is we have save enough money because we were planning to buy something that time. At least, nasuportahan naman namin ang needs ko nun.

Kaya we decided to take pills first and wait for the right time. When or where? God only knows. See also my previous stories on my blog at: http://honeyxvi.multiply.com/journal/item/3


Jan 2011
My new life started here in Abu Dhabi
I was little bit nervous and excited at the same time dahil ngayon ko lang naranasang maging mag-isa sa buhay and in addition to, hindi pa kami sure kung dito sa Abu Dhabi ma-assign si Janriy ng work. 


May 2011 
After 4 months of waiting, my wish was granted! He got an Abu Dhabi visa and luckily, magkasama pa kami sa isang shop with same off day.
We started planning, on how can we start our family here, how can we raise our children. Sobrang excited ako kasi pareho na kaming may work now at kaya na naming buhayin sa sarili naming paraan ang magiging family namin. But still, andun pa rin yung takot ko na baka makabuo na naman kami pagkatapos hindi na naman matutuloy. And also, we waited for the new Insurance Card wherein we can go to good hospitals here in Abu Dhabi. Super mahal kasi kung wala kang insurance card and imagine how much we can spend kung magcoconvert pa ako into peso?

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